having found the most awesome dress of our time, I am now one step closer to being ready for the wedding. However with each step closer comes another realization that there is much to be done. But no matter, cuz i have bought the most awesome dress of our time, and it was only seven dollars.

god love goodwill.

so now that a week of math classes has come to an end, I can only imagine how I'll be managing to work everything out so that I have time to see my friends, my dad, and my significant other. heh thats such an interesting term... a significant other. not just any "other" but a significant one. the word significant means "having or expressing a meaning; meaningful". so yeah i guess that term fits. kinda.

sigh. i need to do so many things and at the moment I'm hardly doing any of them. heh. oh well, it isnt everyday that the house is completely empty except for me and I can sit in the quiet and organize some thinking. I'm not even putting that thinking down here in this blog.. which is kinda interesting, because I'm typing as a way to relax, but really the thoughts that are coming to my head are much more specific and relevant. yeah and i'm sure you're thinking "thank god for that".


enough for now. thoughts arranged, reminders noted, work day begins.

ever spend a few hours watching someone living an exciting life and then proceed to go home to your quiet room and think about how you're real and things must therefore be kooler for you than they were in that movie for that fake guy.

do you ever think about all the people in your life and wish that the ones you didnt like would just take a cruise on the titanic, and the ones you do would all realize how much they really like each other?

the IRS released president bush's tax return.
not surprisingly, under "dependents" he listed:
Iraq.

sigh conan, you get 'em every time.

not much seems to change from year to year. the people who sucked last summer suck again this summer...

my older brother seems to be upset with me for not being home enough. he hasnt come right out and told me how he's felt but we got into a fight and he mentioned how dare I get upset about something because I'm never around. As if I'm his father or something and I owe it to him to be around... or as if he didn't go off to georgetown the summer after his freshman year and practically disappear until a month ago. He spends the whole year practically at school, the summer there, then the next semester at school, and the following in Ireland... yeah man, if he's trying to start anew with us he should recognize that he might have wasted too much time.

oh yeah,
I'm glad to know who my friends are.