In Memory of Cassandra

Women be wise, keep your mouth shut, don't advertise your man Don't sit around gossiping, explaining what your good man really can do Some women nowadays, Lord they ain't no good They will laugh in your face, Then try to steal your man from you Women be wise, keep your mouth shut, don't advertise your man Don't be no fool

Friday, August 01, 2003

RESCUE ME

Rescue me
or take me in your arms
Rescue me
I want your tender charms
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm blue
I need you
And your love too
Come on and rescue me

(come on baby and rescue me
come on baby and rescue me
cause I need you by my side
can't you see that I'm lonely)

Rescue me
Come on and take my heart
Take your love
And conquer every part
Cause I'm lonely and I'm blue
I need you
And your love too
Come on and rescue me

(come on baby) Take me baby
(take me baby) Hold me baby
(Hold me baby) Love me baby
(Love me baby) Can't you see how I need you baby
Can't you see that I'm lonely

Rescue me
Come on and take my hand
Come on baby and be my man
'Cause I love you
'Cause I want you
Can't you see that I'm lonely

Ooh ooh, mmm, mmm (ooh ooh, mmm, mmm)
Take me baby (take me baby)
Love me baby (love me baby)
Need me baby (need me baby)
Can't you see that I'm lonely

Rescue me, rescue me, mmmm...


I got my roomate. I got my housing assignment... katzenbach hall room 0127. I miss joe. thats about it for me.

its all gone.. my entire blog.. wow i can't catch a break today.

if u care, i'll tell u about my day in person ..

if u dont then you can know right now-- it was miserable

gnite

Thursday, July 31, 2003

The Woman In You

Could've sworn I heard you say amen this morning,
showing some kind of sign that you believe
Did it fall from your tongue without warning
or just another trick to fall from your sleeve

Did I hear you say that you believe in angels?
I guess I bring the devil out in you
But we can both remove our halos
'cause even an angel needs love too

The woman in you is the worry, the worry in me
The woman in you is the worry, the worry in me

Some things never change; Some things never stay the same
But you're so innocent, I'll take all the blame
How I hate to remember for that means the day is past
Sometimes I wonder if I know her or if I really need to ask

The woman in you is the worry, the worry in me
The woman in you is the worry, the worry in me
The woman in you is the worry, the worry in me
Woman...

Half-man walks with no shadow of life
he utters his distaste
No apology is expected
Love carved sorry in his face
Love carved sorry in his face

The woman in you is the worry, the worry in me
The woman in you is the worry, the worry in me
The woman in you, in you, is the worry in me
Woman...


--ben harper

I worked 10 hours today. Thats why all of the people Im talking to right now are probably less than satisfied with their conversation with me. Im sorry people.. its not you, its me. I can't wait to see you all at my house on the 12th. If you dont understand what I mean... you'll be getting an email.

My blogs are always flying some love song or another.. probably because late at night, when it gets cold and dark.. being in love gets the better of me. I need a big stick to fight it off.. =-)

Or maybe its because I have a low tolerance for anything half-assed late at night. So its either a love song that means something.. or just give me those annoying "bloop"s of your IMs.... Im not hard to cater to.

Hehe.. though I am listening to "what if god was one of us" which is doing it for me at the moment. It came up on random. Which reflects life if ur tired enough to recognize it.

I miss mr wicke. Im sure this is how im gonna feel when my other friends go away. Wow I really am losing everyone. Crap. Yeah i know, this blog just transformed from something boring into something depressing. Im going there.

Alright I just saved u from it.. I wrote it, cried, and deleted it.

Oh "how i hate to remember, for that means the day is past".

somedays im just not enough for myself

other days im just "running amuck"

AMOQ!
AMOQ!

hide ur daggers


Monday, July 28, 2003

The Doctor Is In

---- Oh, Lucy. I'm so depressed. I don't know what to do.


*** I think what you need most of all, Charlie Brown, is to come
right out and admit all of the things that are wrong with you.

----- All right, I'll try
I'm not very handsome or clever, or lucid,
I've always been stupid at spelling and numbers.
I've never been much playing football ir baseball
Or stickball, or checkers, or marbles, or ping-pong

I'm usually awful at parties and dances,
I stand like a stick or I cough, or I laugh,
Or I don't bring a present, or I spill the ice cream
Or I get so depressed that I stand and I scream...

Oh, how could there possibly be
One small person as thoroughly, totally, uttlerly
Blah as me.


*** Well, that's ok for a starter.

---- A starter?

*** Certainly. You don't think that mentioning these few superficial
failings is going to do you any good, do you? Why, Charlie Brown,
You really have to delve.

You're stupid, self-centered and moody

---- I'm moody


*** You're terribly dull to be with

---- Yes I am.
And nobody likes me,
Not Frieda, or Shermy, or Linus, or Schroeder-

*** Or Lucy.

---- Or Lucy.

*** Or Snoopy.

---- Or Sn-
Wait a minute. Snoopy likes me.

*** He only pretends to like you because you feed him.
That doesn't count.

---- Or Snoopy.
Oh why- was I born just to be
One small person as thoroughly, totally, utterly-

*** Wait!
You're not very much of a person...

---- That's certain

*** And yet there's a reason for hope.

---- There's hope?

*** For although you are no good at music,
Like Schroeder, or happy like Snoopy,
Or lovely like me,
You have the distinction to be
No one else but the singular, remarkable, unique
Charlie Brown.

---- I'm me!

*** Yes- it's amazingly true,
For whatever it's worth, Charlie Brown,
You're you.

---- Gosh, Lucy you know something. I'm beginning to feel better already.
You're a true friend, Lucy, a true friend.

*** That'll be five cents, please.


--ur a good man charlie brown--

Im tired.. but that song has been stuck in my head all day... so now i let it go




Sunday, July 27, 2003

"say it loud and there's music playing
say it soft and its almost like praying"


Im at my dad's house up in rutherford. I really like it up here.. or maybe I just like it with him. SO many good times. I have to go out and buy this book called "A super book about squirrels"... oh my its just too wonderful. If you see it in the stores you need to tell me, after taking a moment to read it for yourself. And no, the squirrel in the story (jimmy) is not one of those "potty-mouth" squirrels. =-)

I took an "evaluation" online to tell me what my top 10 strengths are. You all should take it too. Its serious.. its not like those "im dora the explora" things. They might provide you with some insight into yourself. The idea behind getting to know your strengths is that: If we focused on applying our strengths to what we do, and doing what we do well.. (this doesnt mean not trying new things, but rather trying to apply what we do well to all/other things)

the link is www.strengthfinder.com and you will need to provide a code found on the binding of the book (that goes with the site) but since i have the book I'll let you use mine.. just use ur own nickname and its all good. here's the code to apply:

NT26ZW82KZ67FY

My top five were:

1- Ideation (i like ideas.. they make me giggle)

2- Empathy (i understand how people feel)

3- Input (i like to collect knowledge and make connections)

4- Intellection (i like to think)

and

5- Developer (i see potential in everyone to become better and i wanna help)

kool eh? If you take the thing you have to have like 20 minutes of uninterrupted testing time.. cuz u only get 20 seconds for each question.. or so they say. Let me know how you do, Im interested. =-)