last night i was drunk for the first time in my life... and I was so far gone that i could barely walk.

happy new year.

thats one way to start a year. that and a huge scare that I've yet to fully deal with. No one is open on new years day-- no one but A&P, and unfortunately they don't have what I want.

I'll go tomorrow. I want hot chocolate.

Days seem to go quickly now that I don't have much obligation to endure them. I sleep half through them mostly. Not that I'm really complaining. I usually waste my free time. Well not when I'm seeing joe, and falling asleep while he plays paper mario and accumulates a pool of my lovely drool on his shoulder. Aren't I lovely?

Exciting times, these days are.

So party tonight... and then dad's house tomorrow-- I keep bouncing from relative's house to relative's house. Not that I haven't been having a good time, but I havent really seen much of my friends yet. But tonight should fix that a little.

I havent really been feeling well lately though. I keep getting headaches, and my entire family has gotten sick with something since christmas... so I guess although I spend a limited time in any one place-- I should expect something.

I think I might play with my hair and maybe go shopping today. Party isnt till after 9, so that leaves me a good 8 or 9 hours to get my act together. And all these gift cards mean possibility.

Despite the fact that I say that the days are going quickly, I am still waiting on my early romantic lit paper. grrrrr. i really think i aced it.. and i totally want the comments because when you know you've done your best, and you think it was pretty damn good... and you luck out to have an awesome prof-- comments are golden. So hurry up prof jager...

alright for now. gotta buy some red wine, and find something festive. later folks.