How am I supposed to get it all done without a computer? Well obviously I've found a way, but I'm still not getting much done. I guess it has less to do with the computer and more to do with me. Go figure.

I watched a movie last night with my lit class. It was called The Marriage of Maria Braun. It's a german flic, an allegory if you will for german politics at the time. But the translation left much to be desired. Yeah, I speak german now.

It's tuesday. My nice day to relax. Reflect on 28 months of ... good times. But instead here I am. Im not gonna stress out over it, because this class is in my pocket. In a sad kinda way. This class is so unstressful that I might be annoyed by it's intrusion on my tuesday. But sitting here, in the livingston computer lab... I just don't think so.

Im gonna find their language lab and spend some time there doing my italian. Pretend I live on livingston for the day, until 4:30 when my class starts. If only I had more friends on livingston.

Last night I had a nightmare. It seems whenever I see one of them I have a nightmare. It's like being afraid of dogs. Every once in a while you see one, and bam. torment. I gotta figure something out. i want to eventually have a dog of my own. But if everytime I see one, I'm reminded of something sad... I dunno. Conditioning, I believe is the term.

Thursday I go to the eye doctor. Lets hope something comes of that. I'm in a rather poor mood for someone who just had a lovely break. sigh. maybe im just tired.