you can spend all your time making money
and you can spend all your love making time
but if it all fell to pieces tomorrow
would you still be mine?

-Etta James


I am on a roll.

I am also on a sugar high right now, because the coffee I had a couple hours ago has yet to stop kicking my ass. So while my heart beats along to my favorite U2 jam, I'll post.

So I've been writing papers now for several hours and I feel really good. I kinda think I'd like to do this for the rest of my life. Or at least, it makes me happy now. The rest of my life can wait its turn. I don't know if maybe I'm just getting too excited over nothing. Maybe teachers are just giving out more A's these days. I'm not sure, but I know it feels really good to look down and see that someone who knows what they're talking about knows what I'm talking about too. I like to think that I've got a good one behind my freckled baby blues, but there is something about getting that feedback from someone awesome that's almost like falling in love.

Getting my Dante paper back on monday couldnt have been timed any better. Riding high on my A I wrote the tail-end of my memory paper, and now I've finished my samurai paper, and although I'll probably get a fine for not retunring Samurai Fiction on time, I'll pay the thing. it's kool.

So this post isn't interesting haha. but it's a whole lot better than the posts where I feel like shit and write like shit and just convey a whole lotta shit that doesnt really make anyone happy, especially myself.

So just to help you understand why I'm feeling so awesome at 2:15 in the morning:

-got an A on my Dante paper
-wrote a kickass paper for my India class
-wrote a kickass paper for my Memory class
-wrote a kickass paper for my Samurai class
-went to monopoly night after a day filled with picnicing fun
-watched Samurai Fiction for the 3rd time in a week
-went out to lunch with my favorite roomie
-got invited to a sweet 16, yay for party dresses!
-gonna see my favorite boy tomorrow!
-found out my butt didnt break my zen, but rather it just needed to charge
-i could find reasons all night (provided my coffee defies my health all night)

so yeah. im feeling pretty confidant. so just push me over the edge and ask me to hang out and watch samurai fiction. i'll probably explode with joy. and isnt that what the world is waiting for? i think so.