Stay Away

Stay away from my friends
They're smooth operators
Looking for a way in
Stay away from me tonight
I've made other plans
And you'll just be distracting me
In a good way

She doesn't know
That I love her
Yes I love her

Make a move on me baby
I cant be the one who's
Always taking chances
See me down
So you get down
No you've got me all wrong
I just want to kiss your lips
And you kiss back

She doesn't know
That I love her
Yes I love her

Leave us alone
Your friends
And my friends
Should go
Far away

--Rooney

The beauty of blogging is that at almost every opportunity I take to do it, there are 10 other things I should be prioritizing. But what the heck, the reality of the situation is that the thing I should be doing right now, is not the paper due in a few hours, but exactly what I'm doing, which is relaxing. And we all know that rooney is good at making cares fly away and toes tap. Even when they sing "it's gonna be a bad day come someday" it sounds like what elliott smith could never sound like, even if he spent a summer in disney land addicted to prozac. No disrespect.

This thursday is Christina's birthday, and so all of this week has been Christina-Week. I bought cupcakes, and wrapped presents, and aside from all the work that we've been upto, I think she's enjoying it. I know I am. I really, secretly (ok not so secretly) love birthdays. I'm not sure why, but I like making people feel like they are loved. Unfortunately some people are harder to show than others. Also I feel like my birthday is like an island all my own. An island where everyone knows who I am, and waves hello. It makes the places I go more special, the people I see more exciting, and the love I receive more sweet.

Some people in my life have asked me what it is that I want for my birthday. I always want the same thing for my birthday, but it's always asking a lot of people. hehe. I'm not an easy woman. The best birthday present someone could give me would be to either surprise me entirely, or read a book that I've read and take me out for coffee or something and a good long conversation. =-) If I could I'd read every book I could find so that I'd be able to have those kinds of conversations all the time.

I miss people. I miss katie, jamie, elizabeth, ali, i miss suzanne. I miss these ladies, and I dont hear from them often enough. I guess thats how life is sometimes, but I don't have to like it.

I've been kinda confused about what I'm doing lately. Sometimes I wonder where all the hours in the day are going, how its possible to get it all done and have time to breathe.

sometimes i run away.