Suite: Judy Blue Eyes

It's getting to the point
Where I'm no fun anymore
I am sorry
Sometimes it hurts so badly
I must cry out loud
I am lonely
I am yours, you are mine
You are what you are
And you make it hard -

Remember what we've said and done and felt
about each other
Oh babe, have mercy
Don't let the past remind us of what we are not now
I am not dreaming.
I am yours, you are mine
You are what you are
And you make it hard-

Tearing yourself away from me now
You are free and I am crying
This does not mean I don't love you
I do, that's forever, yes and for always
I am yours, you are mine
You are what you are
And you make it hard-

Something inside is telling me that
I've got your secret. Are you still listening?
Fear is the lock, and laughter the key to your heart
And I love you.

I am yours, you are mine, you are what you are
And you make it hard-
And you make it hard-

Friday evening, Sunday in the afternoon
What have you got to lose?
Tuesday mornin', please be gone I'm tired of you.
What have you got to lose?
Can I tell it like it is? Help me I'm sufferin'
Listen to me baby-Help me I'm dyin'
It's my heart that's a sufferin', it's a dyin'
That's what I have to lose
I've got an answer
I'm going to fly away
What have I got to lose?
Will you come see me
Thursdays and Saturdays?
What have you got to lose?

Chestnut brown canary
Ruby throated sparrow
Sing a song don't be long
Thrill me to the marrow
Voices of the angels ring around the moonlight
Asking me, said she so free
How can you catch the sparrow?
Lacy, lilting, lady, losing love, lamenting

Change my life, make it right
Be my lady.
Doo doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo doo

~Stephen Stills

Wow... last night I was writing this same blog when all of a sudden all of the power went out on my street. It was scary..hehe

well i had this nice long tribute to yesterday written, while writing it I laughed, I cried, I ate cookies.. but now im kinda confused as to what im doing awake... so i think im just gonna go.

My mom has been talking a lot about our lil vacation to go see jim. And as much as I miss him, I'd rather he were coming to see us.

I need to get out of the house today. I dont really have any money, but I still have to get out and go somewhere. Come to think of it, I dont have enough money to buy anything... really

I miss my friends. i miss katherine. i really miss katherine. i miss sean too. I think I'll call katherine and maybe sean too.. today is too long a day to go without either.

ok boring blog number 906..... sorry to be a waste of ur reading skills.

I add two and two, the most simple addition,
Then swear that the figures are lying,
I'm a much better comic than mathematician
'Cause I'm better on stage than at intermission,
And as far as the man is concerned,
If I've been burned,
I haven't learned.

I know he's around when the sky and the ground start in ringing,
I know that he's near by the thunder I hear in advance,
His words--his words alone--are the words that can start my heart singing,
And his is the only music that makes me dance.

He'll sleep and he'll rise, in the light of two eyes that adore him.
Bore him it might, but he won't leave my sight for a glance.
In ev'ry way, ev'ry day, I need less of myself and need more him--more him,
'Cause his is the only music that makes me dance,
'Cause his is the only music that makes me dance.

-- a long day, I dont really wanna type tonight. Its too bad this is where I am.

I talked to jim, I miss him. We're going to see him early august.

I talked to some odd people last night... ugh, im not really sure how i want to feel about that. Both representing moments in my past where i would rather not retread.

8 months tomorrow... wow