In Memory of Cassandra

Women be wise, keep your mouth shut, don't advertise your man Don't sit around gossiping, explaining what your good man really can do Some women nowadays, Lord they ain't no good They will laugh in your face, Then try to steal your man from you Women be wise, keep your mouth shut, don't advertise your man Don't be no fool

Saturday, May 24, 2003

So Right

Roll out down to midnight
Then roll on downtown 'til it's light
Because tomorrow we may die
Oh, but tonight we're dancing in the faint light
Don't you rob yourself of what you're feeling
Don't rob yourself of all that you could be
Roll hard 'til midnight
Roll 'til it's light

Come on now
Stay up and make some memories
Yeah, with us now
Roll the red carpet out with friends
To whom, to love and roll on

Our love is so right
I won't waste a minute here tonight
Our love is so right
And tonight my dance is all about you

To midnight love you,
Roll on and run the red lights
You know the game now is keep it tight

Oh, how I love your pretty rock-roll kisses
Come on and stay with me
Roll on and run the red lights
Come on, this love is so right

Stay up and make some memories
Yeah, with us now
To roll the red carpet out with friends
Oh, to love and roll on now

Our love is so right
I can taste
We're in it here tonight
Our love is so right
And tonight my dance
Is all about you

I'm going crazy
And it's all 'cause of you (it's all 'cause of you)
I'm going under, over you, over you...

This time is so alive
Everybody's tranced, dancing tonight
Oh so beautiful, and so strange
Oh, it was empty until you came...

Our love is so right
Forget the clouds that rain on your light
Our love is so right
I'll not forget how you look right now

Our love is so right
Remember let's just move together
Our love is so right
I swear it would last forever

Our love is so right
Forget the clouds that rain down on you
Our love is so right...

--dave matthews band


Happy Prom everyone.... this is my prom song, i dunno about u

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

I love myself
I want you to love me
When I'm feeling down
I want you above me
I search myself
I want you to find me
I forget myself
I want you to remind me

I don't want anybody else
When I think about you
I touch myself
I don't want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no

You're the one who makes me happy honey
You're the sun who makes me shine
When you're around I'm always laughing
I want to make you mine

I close my eyes
And see you before me
Think I would die
If you were to ignore me
A fool could see
Just how much I adore you
I get down on my knees
I´d do anything for you

I don´t want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
I don´t want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no
I want you
I don't want anybody else
And when I think about you I touch myself

The Divinyls

haha..whata song. it was the song of today

kat marchese and i were singing it in psychology and the rest of the class just kinda got quiet.. the hell with em, they are just jealous!

ms paciano got me a candle.. it looks like a rose and it smells like a rose.. i wonder what it tastes like?

George O'Shea thinks I have a thing going with mr wicke

George also said that ms sochor hates me because im a smart ass
and that he thinks im great... i'll miss george

is it an 8th note? a 16th note? perhaps a whole note? no no itssssssssssssss a luuuuuuuuuuuuv note... hehe

adventures with mr wicke.. never a dull moment! "give me urs!"

sigh.. i love that man

cant help lovin dat man of mine...




Sunday, May 18, 2003

Say Yes

I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
who's still around the morning after
we broke up a month ago and I grew up I didn't know
I'd be around the morning after

it's always been wait and see
a happy day and then you pay
and feel like shit the morning after
but now I feel changed around and instead of falling down
I'm standing up the morning after

situations get fucked up and turned around sooner or later

and I could be another fool or an exception to the rule
you tell me the morning after

crooked spin can't come to rest
I'm damaged bad at best
she'll decide what she wants
I'll probably be the last to know
no one says until it shows and you see how it is
they want you or they don't
say yes

I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
who's still around the morning after


------Elliot Smith

They want you or they dont. Its as simple as that I guess. I feel changed around, I dont feel like Im falling down. I'll always be the last to know, my ignorance tends to hold me tight.

Sing my songs to me. Sing me sunlight into my shadows. You know the sweetest melodies.

"and we danced away"

This weekend was amazing. I dont really know how to express it. I want to paint or sing or dance or something... i want to make something beautiful out of the beautiful weekend I just had. If I died today, I would have so much joy in my heart that people might envy me at my funeral.

Exams next week. Tuesday and Wednesday are the days of reckoning. I will overcome tho.

I want chocolate... or ice cream or cookies.. i had a big pickle earlier.. hit the spot
theres nothing like a big pickle when you get that big pickle craving.

eat drink and be merry for tomorrow we die.

"at least let it be a boy"

Yesterday at the matrix the guy behind the ticket window asked me for some id. My shoulders dropped as I looked to my wallet. My father's words of encouragement were "when you are 42 and they ask you for id... you'll be happy." Ok, so he has a good point, but even still...why would i be the one buying the tickets if i werent of age... when joe was right next to me... and obviously he is of age. Silly boy behind the counter.... Sometimes life has a way of laughing at me.

Im in the 6th circle of hell.
"I've got seats that selflessly hold my friends and a trunk that can carry the heaviest of loads.
I've got a mind that can steer me to your house and a heart that can bring you red flowers
my intentions are good and earnest and true but under my hood is internal combustion power
and satan is my motor. Hear my motor purr. Satan is my motor. Cuz satan is the only one
who seems to understand."
i'll fly away... oh yeah, oh yeah.