In Memory of Cassandra

Women be wise, keep your mouth shut, don't advertise your man Don't sit around gossiping, explaining what your good man really can do Some women nowadays, Lord they ain't no good They will laugh in your face, Then try to steal your man from you Women be wise, keep your mouth shut, don't advertise your man Don't be no fool

Saturday, June 21, 2003

I Can Love You Like That

They read you Cinderella
You hoped it would come true
That one day your prince charming
Would come rescue you
You like romantic movies
And you never will forget
The way it felt when Romeo kissed Juliet

And all this time that you've been waiting
You don't have to wait no more

I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything
That's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that

I'd love you like that
I could love you like that

I never make a promise that
I don't intend to keep
So when I say forever,
Forever's what I mean
Well, I'm no Casanova but
I swear this much is true
I'll be holding nothing back
When it comes to you

You dream of love that's everlasting
Well, baby open up your eyes

If you want tenderness, I've got tenderness
And I see through to the heart of you
If you want a man, who will understand
You don't have to look very far

I can love you, I can love you, love you


--All 4 One

yay today was great. Im just so smitten like a kitten.. meow
tomorrow is 7 months.. oh yeah i remembered!
im tired .... Gnite!

Thursday, June 19, 2003

Take It Easy

Well, I'm a runnin' down the road, tryin' to loosen my load,
I've got seven men on my mind:
four that wanna own me, two that wanna stone me,
one says he's a friend of mine.
Take it easy, take it easy,
don't let the sound of your own wheels drive you crazy.
Lighten up while you still can, don't even try to understand,
just find a place to make your stand and take it easy.

Well, I'm a standin' on a corner in Winslow, Arizona
and such a fine sight to see:
it's a boy, my Lord, in a flat bed Ford
slowin' down to take a look at me.
Come on, baby, don't say maybe.
I gotta know if your sweet love is gonna save me.
We may lose and we may win though we will never be here again.
So open up, I'm climbin' in, so take it easy.

Well, I'm a runnin' down the road, tryin' to loosen my load,
got a world of trouble on my mind.
Lookin' for a lover who won't blow my cover,
he's so hard to find.
Take it easy, take it easy,
don't let the sound of your own wheels drive you crazy.
Come on, baby, don't say maybe.
I gotta know if your sweet love is gonna save me.
Oh, we got it easy,
we oughta take it easy.


--the eagles

Alright so now i have another job. Im a high endurance babysitter. I will be babysitting two little girls possibly from 8:15 in the morning to 6 pm at night starting at 3 days a week and hopefully working its way down to one. Its my understanding that these days will be mondays, wednesdays and fridays. This means that on mondays from 8-6 i will be babysitting, then from 6-9 i'll be at the pharmacy and then collapsing probably. Sure its nice to know that you are being paid for your entire day, but "im not a machine". Then wednesday I'll babysit from 8-6 and then have dinner with my dad at 6 and afterward i'll have some time of my own. And then friday will be the other day most likely and friday is really the only day that I like to cover hours at the pharmacy sometimes from 6-9.

Oh yeah.. we oughta take it easy.

sigh... I know I said that I wanted to make my schedule busy so that I didnt feel bored and forgotten.... but I might have just been crowned the queen of over-kill.

honk if ur crazy.

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

"my mind's distracted and diffused
my thoughts are many miles away
they lie with you when you're asleep
and kiss you when you start your day.

and so you see i have come to doubt
all that i once held as true
i stand alone without beliefs.
the only truth i know is you.

and as i watch the drops of rain
weave their weary paths and die
i know that i am like the rain
there but for the grace of you go i."


parts of Kathy's Song by Paul Simon




Monday, June 16, 2003

too much life

Sunday, June 15, 2003

Ursula: Have we got a deal?
Ariel: If I become human, I'll never be with my father or sisters again.
Ursula: But you'll have your man. Life's full of tough choices, innit?
Oh - and there is one more thing. We haven't discussed the
subject of payment.
Ariel: But I don't have any -
Ursula: I'm not asking much. Just a token, really, a trifle. What I want
from you is...your voice.
Ariel: But without my voice, how can I -
Ursula: You'll have your looks! Your pretty face! And don't underestimate
the importance of body language! Ha!

The men up there don't like a lot of blabber
They think a girl who gossips is a bore
Yes, on land it's much preferred
For ladies not to say a word
And after all, dear, what is idle prattle for?

Come on, they're not all that impressed with conversation
True gentlemen avoid it when they can
But they dote and swoon and fawn
On a lady who's withdrawn
It's she who holds her tongue who gets her man

Come on, you poor unfortunate soul
Go ahead!
Make your choice!
I'm a very busy woman
And I haven't got all day
It won't cost much
Just your voice!

You poor unfortunate soul
It's sad
But true
If you want to cross a bridge, my sweet
You've got to pay the toll
Take a gulp and take a breath
And go ahead and sign the scroll!

Flotsam, Jetsam, now I've got her, boys
The boss is on a roll
This poor unfortunate soul.


Days like yesterday are few and far between. (To use a trite expression...sorry bob)

My family was late as usual, but that didnt stop them from staying extra late and singing at the top of their lungs to mary poppins. =-) I really love my family, they are a happy bunch. My aunt maureen couldnt make it, but everyone else did. Jill and Joe and Ally came, and together with danny's help we had a good time. It was really great to have jill there, I feel like I dont really see her enough, and I still feel bad about how prom turned out regarding her. She gave me the most kick ass gift. She framed a picture of me and her from this year and on the front of the border she wrote all our inside jokes. She also gave me a towel with twister on it, and a water-proof spin board... hehe. And she also gave me a lil picture album and the first picture in it is of joe and i at prom, and its black and white. Its a beautiful picture, I looked at it all night. Its captivating.. well it was for me. so thank you jill.

Ally made blondies for the party, and I had already talked her up to everyone before she got there, so I could see my family's eyes light up when I told them who made them. hehe There is no denying talent.. and ally, u've got it. yum And we survived talk of college and playing spoons, although toward the end (oh yeah cuz i was great at first) I began to fall behind. No talk of spoon river tho. So unfortunate. Good stuff tho.

And Joe was there too. I seem to remember Shylock ... j/k no no really just kidding. He is way too good for me. My family thought jill and ally were just delightful and seemed to really like joe. My aunt christine said she thought he was "pretty cute". Not that I needed affirmation, but it did make me feel proud. When I went in to see my grandma during the party while everyone was playing monopoly and my aunt mary was helping danny my grandma asked if my aunt was being overbearing yet and i just smiled and they knew and that might be another reason why they liked joe and ally. Im not really going to explain that, but know that you were admired.

But yeah joe was a sweetheart, even after i was triple crowned asshole he still gave me a kiss to prove mr wicke correct yet again-- germans sometimes dont mind dating beneath themselves. and boy am i glad. Tho i think that im quite possibly the perfect complament to him... he deals the cards faster than my mind can handle, and i hand them back to him completely out of turn and somehow end up holding half a dozen. I might not have 100% deserved the "you're not a strategic person" line.. but when you spend an entire day with ur wonderful girlfriend and her wonderful family.. ur allowed a few "creepy" criticisms. Cuz thats what makes us such a creepy couple. jus the way we like it.

so to one and all who went yesterday.. my greatest thanks. and steve dalton is good too.

"In ev'ry job that must be done
There is an element of fun
You find the fun and snap!
The job's a game

And ev'ry task you undertake
Becomes a piece of cake

A Spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
The medicine go down-wown
The medicine go down
Just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
In a most delightful way"

thanks for being my sugar.. complete with spoons!