Sitting on the Dock of the Bay

Sittin' in the mornin' sun
I'll be sittin' when the evenin' come
Watching the ships roll in
And then I watch 'em roll away again, yeah

I'm sittin' on the dock of the bay
Watching the tide roll away
Ooo, I'm just sittin' on the dock of the bay
Wastin' time

I left my home in Georgia
Headed for the 'Frisco bay
'Cause I've had nothing to live for
And look like nothin's gonna come my way

So I'm just gonna sit on the dock of the bay
Watching the tide roll away
Ooo, I'm sittin' on the dock of the bay
Wastin' time

Look like nothing's gonna change
Everything still remains the same
I can't do what ten people tell me to do
So I guess I'll remain the same, yes

Sittin' here resting my bones
And this loneliness won't leave me alone
It's two thousand miles I roamed
Just to make this dock my home

Now, I'm just gonna sit at the dock of the bay
Watching the tide roll away
Oooo-wee, sittin' on the dock of the bay
Wastin' time

(whistle)

--Otis Redding


So ... heh do all my blogs begin with "so"?

I'm tired. Spring break is here finally, not that I really know what spring break is all about. I've just become so tired of the cold and early classes. I need to catch up on things, get myself back involved so that things don't seem so pointless.

Plants and People is one of the best classes I've ever taken.. I just wish I wasnt testing so poorly in it.

I don't know what I want sometimes. Sometimes I get caught up and misrepresent myself horribly.

I have a pretty good life now that I think about it. I got a couple kick ass brothers, a cute little one--parents who for the most part are good to me-- friends that though they are far, they are quality--and people around me for the most part that really are interested in me. It's not such a bad place to be, I just realize now that I understand less of it than I thought.

I'm such a fucking jealous loser sometimes. I think it might be because I dont know how to deal with having people attracted to me... I don't know but I'd like to figure some of that out

I love singing along with marvin gaye... And if I do say so, I don't sound bad at it.. hehe I miss singing alot. Sigh... thats what I wanna be doing, painting would be fun, but what I really wanna do is sing.

I'm off to the docks... hopefully those 2,000 miles won't be so hard on these tired bones.. I could use a new tide.

::::goes off whistlin::::

Pass Me By

The words you never cared to say
I want to find a better place
When we rely on something more than this

And even as I try to sleep
I'm looking for my best friends
I'm tired of all the people I'm seeing through

The same idea?
It makes me wonder why I'm here

And even when I try to sleep
Still looking for my best friends
When we rely on something more than this

The words you never cared to say,
?I want to start a family?
I'm tired of all the people I'm seeing through

The same idea
It makes me wonder why I'm here

Watch me now
Try
Couldn't walk down that line
Just pass me by
Just passing by.

--Pete Yorn

I think it's a good idea to listen to the song that you post on your blog, while blogging... that way it keeps things within the interest of time, and also that way the tone doesn't jump around confusingly.. oh yeah there is a whole blog psychology that I'm tapping into.

Wow this weekend was one for the books... i dont know who writes books about my weekends, but man this one should go down. What a mess. With the fog came the lurking disaster waiting to swallow me up and dump me in north brunswick. I hate getting lost, honestly I get that fatalistic feeling that I'm never gonna get out of this one, oh no man, this is the one that's gonna do me in-my number is up. I'm gonna run outta gas, get raped by some passerby and live to cry about it for the rest of my life. Yeah, I don't like being lost.
at least christina is histerical:

craaaziful: i got soo lost in the fog friday
KiTTy PerSuAvE: hahaha me and james were drunk and we were pretending to disappear in it
craaaziful: lol
KiTTy PerSuAvE: it was sooooo funny.
craaaziful: heh
craaaziful: joe and i had a huge fight in it
KiTTy PerSuAvE: oh no!
craaaziful: yeah
craaaziful: it was scary, cuz i got lost driving back from new brunswick and ended up making like a million lefts and ending up in north brunswick
KiTTy PerSuAvE: oh my god!!!! joe wasnt with you?!
craaaziful: no! i was trying to get to him
craaaziful: but i got lost on the way
KiTTy PerSuAvE: he was runnin away from you?!
craaaziful: lol
craaaziful: no he was at a pool hall
KiTTy PerSuAvE: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
KiTTy PerSuAvE: lol
craaaziful: lol
KiTTy PerSuAvE: that makes so much more sense
craaaziful: lol
craaaziful: yes
craaaziful: ha
craaaziful: ur too funny
KiTTy PerSuAvE: im like....HOW FAST CAN HE RUN!?!?!?
craaaziful: hah

i love this girl. i love that boy too. no more fights in the fog.

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

my current gripe: there are no songs about girls named genevieve.. i mean come on fellas.. get with the times. there are plenty of words that rhyme with genevieve too.. pen-evieve, wren-evieve, and as christina pointed out even men-evieve and amen-evieve, though all she did was add a letter to her first original and classic word... i mean come on christina, why not just say open-evieve if we're going with pen-evieve. some people just don't have what it takes to be lyricists. roomates maybe, but lyricists... perhaps not yet.

my current grape: concord


=-) ok people.. none of this pretending you can't read the taunting line I have as my comment line... COMMENT IF YOU LOVE ME. AND YOU DO. SO COMMENT.

ok gnite now....

commenting yet?

thought so... ur so cute when u comment, did i tell u that? oh yeah u are.
come here let me give u a kiss, ur so cute....