I always have to sit between a fat lady and a soldier on the plane
Next time I go to San Fransisco I'm gonna ride a train
My seat back's busted and the overhead lamp it ain't working no more
The fat lady got nothing to say and the soldier just talks about the war
Lord lord lord you know I just ain't got nothing to do
But fly fly fly

I always get the hostess with the ratted hair never get the sweet tender loin
Beef stroganoff lying on the plate they've been saving ever since Demoine
Talking to a priest thinks he's going to Acapulco, never could explain
Next time I go to San Fransisco I'm gonna ride a train
Lord lord lord you know I just ain't got nothing to do
but fly fly fly

Blessed are the dumb cuz they ain't got nothing to lose
We just fly fly fly

--brewer and shipley


I was angry earlier, but luckily didn't do anything. I was drunk last night- I did alot then. haha I wrote on a ton of peoples walls, it seemed like all of a sudden I had a million things to say to a million people.

conversation I had with danny:

me: "geez dan, you know what they say about people who'd rather be grammatically correct than fun...."
dan: "yeah well I'd rather be grammatically correct than correct."

god i love this kid. Sometimes I look at these sibs I got and think I struck it rich. Josh and I are gonna have lots of time to ourselves this week now that dan is road trippin it up to maine and I'm babysitting. Already we've had a bilingual lunch. heh. and jim is always great fun.

yeah i must say, im feeling pretty spoiled these days.

Also, I'm listening to Tarkio Road by Brewer and Shipley which might be my favorite album ever, and if you've never heard it you should run out and track it down immediately because it is pure golden summer sunshine. yep. it is.

The summer before highschool my best friend and I had a huge falling out over a boy. It was really sad and I thought to myself, well that's something that happens when you are young and don't know better than to let it happen. But now with maggie, its just sad. And everything she says just makes it worse. I always just assumed it was particular to girls, but now I realize that was wrong- when you meet someone who fits so well with you, you let them in past some other people that you've known longer because this new person already seems to understand you better. This was the case with maggie. Honestly, it sucks. Part of me wants to just walk away and count my blessings that I didn't count on her for something huge and then have this happen, but another part of me feels like this sort of things shouldn't happen to grown people. Shouldnt there be some perks to being grown? Like to have friends who know how to be your friend even when things are strained? I'm in the frame of mind now that says just let it go and move on. She doesn't seem to miss you as much as you miss her, she says quite frankly that she has all the friends she needs. But I guess when you start to care about someone, it takes a while for that to stop hurting. I know now when I see beth I don't feel angry, not by a long shot. I feel happy to see her, so maybe it'll turn out that way with maggie too. Not friends but not strangers. At this point, maybe that is all I can hope for.