TIME BOMB

Oh no, was it worth it?
Starting now I’m starting over
I’m gonna sleep with the next person I meet
starting now I’m starting over
you swore "together forever"
now you're telling lies
well tell me your words
they got no, they got no concept of time

tick tock, you’re not a clock, you’re a time bomb baby, a time bomb, baby, oh
tick tock, you’re not a clock, you’re a time bomb baby, a time oh, oh, oh

oh no, was it worth it
was it worth what you did to your wrists?

was it worth what you did to big business?
was it worth what your friends put up their noses?

So, starting now I'm starting over (stop it)
Tell the new wave kids their make-up kits
Can find me where self pity gets a breath of fresh air

tick tock, you’re not a clock, you’re a time bomb baby, a time bomb, baby, oh
tick tock, you’re not a clock, you’re a time bomb baby, a time oh, oh, oh

you set the watch, you're just in time
oh, to wreck my life, to bring back what I left behind

tick tock, you’re not a clock, you’re a time bomb baby, a time bomb, baby, a time
bomb, baby, a time bomb, baby, a time oh, oh, oh

four years and you fell for a waiter
I’m sure he says he’s an actor
so you’re acting like....
(you never tried to take your life)
so, starting now I’m starting over
I’m throwing bottles and
I’m taking showers
I’m going to sleep
I’m going to sleep

so, starting now I’m starting over (stop it)
well, starting now I’m starting over (stop it)
to play the game, get even, act my age

tick tock, you’re not a clock, you’re a time bomb baby, a time bomb, baby, oh
tick tock, you’re not a clock, you’re a time bomb baby, a time oh, oh, oh

you set the watch, you’re just in time
to wreck my life, to bring back what i left behind

tick tock, you’re not a clock, you’re a time bomb baby, a time bomb, baby, oh
tick tock, you’re not a clock, you’re a time bomb baby, a time oh, oh, oh

Oh no, was it worth it
was it worth what you did to your wrists?

--The Format

So this song is very very good and has lyrically nothing to do with anything related to my life, but I like it. Yesterday was a very big day for me, I hung out with Ali and Suzanne at the beach and had a really great time. It was nice to sit in the sun and talk and catch up. I've missed those girls alot and it felt really good to hang out with them again. Its amazing how some friends you can go a long time without seeing and then when you finally come back together the level of intimacy is still there, you feel comfortable like you always used to. It put me at ease. So much has happened this year that I had wondered from time to time whether I'd lost some of my friends for good. It was a wonderful feeling to be standing on the beach with the waves hitting my legs and to feel like things were going to be okay.

Afterward I went to dinner in Princeton with suzanne, sean, ali, john, ally and joe. We got fondu and it was very much like old times. It was just a really nice day. I got sunburnt though, in the oddest places. On the sides of my hips and on my back where my straps were. Damn spray on sun screen!

Maggie and I talked alot today, it too was nice. God I hate the word nice. She sent me 2 of the format's albums. I talked to joe today a good bit too. I also set up an interview for tomorrow morning around 11, not for a teaching job but for a receptionist job essentially. Also my mom finds out tomorrow from her principal whether or not I have a job there filling in for some kid who needs vacation time from summer school. So all in all, a good day with ihop for dinner. ;-)

Okay apparently my blog is too big. ......... ok bye