The First Single

I can't stand to think about a heart so big it hurts like hell
Oh my god I gave my best but for three whole years to end like this
Well do you want to fall apart? I can't stop if you cant start
Do you want to fall apart?
I could if you can try to fix what I've undone
Cause I hate what I've become

You know me
Or you think you do,
You just don't seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be
Something I can't define, so let's cause a scene
Clap our hands and stomp our feet
Or something, yeah, something,
I just got to get myself over me

I could stand to do without, all the people I have left behind
What's the point in going around when it's a straight line baby, a straight line down
So let's make a list of who we need and it's not much if anything
Let's make a list of who we need and we'll throw it away
'Cause we don't need anyone, no we don't need anyone

You know me
Or you think you do,
You just don't seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be
Something I can't define, so let's cause a scene
Clap our hands and stomp our feet
Or something, yeah, something,
I just got to get myself over me
And I hate what I've become.

You know the night life is just not for me
'Cause all you really need are a few good friends
I don't want to go out and be on my own,
You know they started something I can't stand
You leave for the city,
Well count me out
'Cause all this time is wasted on everything I've done

You know me
Or you think you do,
You just don't seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be
Something I can't define, so let's cause a scene
Clap our hands and stomp our feet
Or something, yeah, something,
I just got to get myself over me

Yeah
Over me
Yeah
Over me

-The Format

I'm going into the city today to deliver some papers to jim during his lunch break. Lunch break in times square... that will be something. I'm bringing the book I need to finish, I figure maybe I'll hang out in the city for a little before coming home, read a little.. got nothing much else to do really. Maybe I'll find some magic in strawberry fields. Haven't been there in a year.

Later I'm having dinner with Eliza Osa at a Tai place in highland park, and then meeting up with sean and ally and maybe ali and suzanne to get drinks at gabrielle's bar. I havent seen suzanne in a long time. She hasnt returned any of my calls. Maybe tonight will be interesting as well.

I'd just like my friends back. I'm not looking to be a jerk about anything, I'd just like to know that these people aren't gone forever. It seriously pisses me off sometime, but tonight I'm going to be good and work at it, but its just a hard pill to swallow.

by the way, this awesome song comes my way thanks to maggie's italiano gen mix... track one
love that girl. =-)