Spoonful of Sugar

Sometimes I'm feeling bad
and then again I'm sad
but she makes me happy
Sometimes I'm feeling wrong
and that I can't go on
but she makes me understand and see

She's a spoonful of sugar to me
So sweet so sweet so sweet to me
She makes me feel so right
makes everything so bright
That's why I love her you see
Best girl I ever had
she never made me mad
She's the right girl wouldn't you agree?
She's a spoonful of sugar to me
So sweet so sweet so sweet to me
One thing I understand
I'll soon to be a man
and I'll want her for the rest of my life
One thing we'll have to plan
I'll soon want to have her hand
and I'll want her to be my wife

-of montreal


I just finished almost all my work for the semester/college. I just have one more huge paper to finish and turn in and then I'm done. I have until the 11th, but the sooner I can get it done the better, though I really want an A. The paper I'm writing is on Suicide and Murder for my Mythology and Women class. Specifically the paper is on why women are punished for killing their children and not men. But suicide works into that somehow too.. so i'll have to look it over.

Christina has already started moving out, though she stopped halfway. She isn't living here anymore, but I am grateful to her for leaving some of her stuff, because I don't want to feel so alone. At least with the pink sheets on her bed, I don't have to think about that just yet.

As much as I may think that I've changed, I don't really think I have. Maybe I've opened my eyes to the possibilities and other ideas that I was too set against before, not that those ideas are the ones for me, just that now I'm more open to them. I'm living differently, I'm trying to get my work done, and trying to find a job. I put in my 2 weeks notice at the pharmacy. That felt really good. I celebrated by watching zoolander with maggie. Friday night christina wants us all to go to a club, I'm going to invite maggie and aaron already said he'd go. I'm glad he likes to dance.

Saturday is my grandparents birthday celebration. My grandma is turning 75 and my grandad is turning 80. So i'll be up in rutherford saturday, and then I have work sunday. I don't know what I'm wearing to graduation.. nor have I bought my cap n gown... which should also probably happen tomorrow.

Sheesh. It's almost time for work, only 2 more hours. And yes, I still need to pack up my room, buy a mother's day gift, a birthday present for josh, something for my grandma/grandad, and there is probably something else that I'm forgetting as well.

oh and in my crazyness I accidently took off work on thursday may 10th because of mothers day. the kid i was working with wanted to know what was wrong with me, and i pointed to the calendar where it said MOTHER'S DAY on may 10th, he then moved my finger over to the little (M) next to it. Yes, I took off for mother's day in mexico. SO yeah, burritos for dinner i guess.


where is my mind?