Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the house
not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse.

So as usual everyone is everywhere today, and the christmas paper is flying around with angry faces demanding who used the tape last and where the hell could the scissors be found?

Cookies are prefectly acceptable as breakfast supplements and church will be lasting 2 hours. Is this to make up for the fact you havent gone to church all year? Yes. That and because you went to a Hannukah celebration. You terrible person.

I had a nightmare last night. Actually maybe it was this morning after I lost my favorite teddy bear. It was really pretty bad. I already miss christina.

I had a golden 15 minutes to a half hour with jim and dan last night before jim went out with his friends. I really miss Jim and Dan. It'll be nice to see them. Dan, Joe and I watched the Jeff Buckley dvd that I supposedly got for christmas... it was pretty short, but man was that guy kool. He looked like some punk when he was young... defintely not what i had pictured. but so endearing. and when he got older... wow. just an all around beautiful guy.

So yeah. This christmas is not at all about christ. maybe church will change that, but i doubt it. As far as Im concerned its a less spiritual holiday than thanksgiving. At least on thanksgiving we all say in prayer what we're thankful for. ON christmas you just play with presents and eat sweets till you forget your name. (dont worry your presents have tags to remind you)

So everyone now.. Bah Humbug. I hope its a nice one for you.

Christmas this year is all for Joshua. I love that little boy so much. He's sick today too. Keep him in your thoughts. He deserves a magical christmas. even if no one else on this rotten earth does.