Four Leaf Clover

Go on do what you've got to do.
You've got your dreams
I've got mine too.
Be strong
Get off at the next stop.
Don't worry about a thing.

Keep taking it easy.

This time it's not personal.
The universe will help you now.
To find a place you can breathe.
And do what you've got to do.

Keep taking it easy.
Keep taking it easy.

Come on.
I'll let you borrow my four leaf clover.
Come on.
Take it with you,
You can pass it on.
Come on.
You know I'm not the kind to say that it's over.
We'll be rubbing shoulders once again in the sun.

Come on.
Take your dreams,
Where nobody can find them.
Come on.
You know I won't be happy till you've won.
So come on.
Come on over,
Borrow my clover.
Is there anything left
That you haven't done?.

Go on do what you've got to do.
You've got your dreams
I've got mine too.
Be strong
Get off at the next stop.
Don't worry about a thing.

Keep taking it easy.

--Badly Drawn Boy

I just deleted everything. Try this again.

I'm so aggitated. I don't understand what it is about me thats uninteresting. I mean, not that I'm great.. but am I really that unstimulating and uninspiring? Am I really just another bump in the road? Sometimes I'm a genius and other times I don't know which hand I write with. Sometimes I'm in the breast pocket and other times I'm just another ball to juggle. I feel like running. I hate running. But being here, choking on the air; I feel as stagnant as I seem. I'm so tense and although every contradictory and reasonable thought in my mind keeps telling me to relax and be easy, I can't forgive them for their betrayal long enough to heal. There is a tension in this music, a restricted and strained release that appeals to me as I feel chaos twitching in my muscles, hungry and crazed.

and if i told you i might have cancer
would you rush right to my side
would you try to find the answer
or just hold me close while I cried

I'm looking for something to throw against the wall, thinking of an apple, and knowing that if only I had a puppy or something to love, I'd realize that it's alright, tonight. Fighting the desire to destroy with a strengthening understanding that all that shit ends with disappointment and more anger. Honestly I'd like to drown myself in a good hug right now. Let it wash all over me. Then maybe I can find my rhythm and we can dance.


Well your face still makes my day
Just like it did in the past
When you turned me away
I kept coming back for more
That's a choice I chose
You were so distant
But I stayed close

And when we sing
I hear another devil dies
When that bell rings
An angel gets its wings
And if I pushed
Would you all fall down?
Coz I don't need this on my back

The hatred will tear us apart
If you don't do what you did at the start

Should I go or will you stay
We'll find a plan of attack
There's a price to pay
For showing no reaction
To all the simple things
In time you will know what I know
But for now you win

The hatred will tear us apart
Another devil will take out your heart

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yeah i know, two songs in one blog.. what the hell is wrong with me.
oh well, im done.