what a good feeling!

despite being tired and starving.... i feel good. good because i've done something more than just nice, i've done something good for me. and it's turning out really well so far. almost as if the beautiful day was an omen-- i realized that this is what it looks like from the bottom, and that if it's really that important to me that I be an asshole my entire life, than im going to be very lonely. Not only am i going to be lonely, but im going to be unhappy. And so today, thanks to some very understanding people, I've made a change for the better.

things are looking up. i feel probably a bit too enthusiastic, but what the hell.

im just glad that im not too late. heh or two months too early.
its good to get to know people. remember how to smile together.
relationships are valuable, and im glad that i am so lucky to get another try.

alright enough being weird.

i cant believe its only tuesday. i miss my boyfriend already. and break just looks soooo far away.

believe in me, as i believe in you