I get along without you very well

I get along without you very well
Of course I do
Except when soft rains fall
And drip from the leaves, then I recall
The thrill of being sheltered in your arms
Of course I do
But I get along without you very well

I've forgotten you just like I should
Of course I have
Except to hear your name
Or someone's laugh that is just the same
But I've forgotten you just like I should

What a guy
What a fool am I
To think my breaking heart could kid the moon
What's in store
Should I phone once more
No it's best that I stick to my tune

I get along without you very well
Of course I do
Except perhaps in Spring
But I should never think of Spring
For that would surely break my heart in two.

-this was the song frank sinatra was singing to us in my dream and when he saw that i was singing along he stopped and everyone heard me and he made me finish the song and i was awful, and then later when i thanked him for being so nice (though i had been mortified) he pulled me aside and said "kid, next time be more polite and say something right after u finish"

Either I've become the least understanding person I know, or maybe this weekend was less than wonderful. I probably just want too much. Maybe I ignore my work too much, and now it's comin a' calling.

come to my window, i'll be home soon

i know that once everyone is healthy things will be different. God I'm spoiled. Just a few more weeks until the big day when I'll get everything I want and feel completely deserving of it... don't I think I could lay off the "being pissy" for now?

I'm very unhappy with myself.

it's not going to stop... it's not going to stop... it's not going to stop... it's not going to stop...
till you wise up... cuz it's not going to stop... it's not going to stop... it's not going to stop...
till you wise up... no it's not going to stop... till you wise up... no it's not going to stop...
so just give up.


alright... paper time