In Memory of Cassandra

Women be wise, keep your mouth shut, don't advertise your man Don't sit around gossiping, explaining what your good man really can do Some women nowadays, Lord they ain't no good They will laugh in your face, Then try to steal your man from you Women be wise, keep your mouth shut, don't advertise your man Don't be no fool

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

I'm in a tough place right now. I know I'll make it through this, but i don't really know how. So much is riding on everything. The world seems to small, so easy to reduce to the simple fact of dates on a calendar. Ideally I'd like the world to freeze. But living is not stopping the forward march. Life is beautiful. Or darling, as described in the short story by katherine mansfield. I am starting to see literature in all of life, and life in all of literature.

In some ways I don't know what I want. I know what makes me happy and what makes me sad. I know that right now I feel that too much importance is riding on 7 days of my life. I appreciate what everyone is doing for me. My mom and dad, my friends. Right now I'm pretty scared. My adrenaline is up all the time, and when it isnt, I am exhausted. Emotionally I'm uneasy. I feel like so much is ending. Not just school. Nina Simone seems to help. She's a good lady.

I should go to bed. There still is so much to do.

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