wow i'm in a bad mood.

I know I shouldn't be blogging -- I should be hibernating, or meditating or whatever, but as of yet, I haven't mastered that skill. I'm still just worried about the summer being just like the rest of this year.

I feel like I need to run away. I want adventure damnit. Not some lousy summer job where I get 7.50 an hour to deal with assholes who don't give a shit because I'm not a person. fuck that shit. I need a vacation and I need it now.

I'm tired, so I'm cranky... more than that though-- I'm angry.

Things I don't want to be this summer:

--alone
--working alot
--stuck in jersey
--a lady of the evening

yeah we can start there for now.